Ok. So I know I promised a regular "non-pregnancy" post, but let's be honest, when you're pregnant there really isn't anything else to talk about. I've said this about a zillion times but between work, school, and being pregnant, I don't do much. We had a great weekend though!
Mom and I went to Canton (which I still can't believe some people haven't ever been to!) on Friday. The weather was good, we walked a lot, and found some awesome stuff!
I got this window frame for her nursery above (already painted pink, score!).
lace leggings, lace leg warmers, and lace onesie.......(I have plans for the lace onesie :)
Mom got Dave his first official camo baby outfit. Isn't it adorable?!
I scored some 3 and 6 month jeans from Target for $2.50 each.
And, we went bow happy. Her bow collection is off to a great start.
I have already started stocking up on diapers and wipes. I know some people think it's stupid, but whatever. I don't really care. I'm keeping all receipts (they're from Wal-Mart, you can return anything) but I'm a planner. It makes me feel better to start stocking up rather than not.
Let me be honest for a few. I wasn't exactly excited about having a girl. I have my own fears about motherhood and the thought of having a girl really scared me and worried me. I worry that I'm not going to be the mom she needs..........I worry about raising a daughter who is kind hearted, polite, yet independent and confident. I want to raise a women who understands that confidence doesn't come from material possessions or men. Confidence comes from self-worth. I want her to know her value. I want her to understand that men who do not respect her do not deserve her time. That respect is earned from men and women, and you do not have to have an ugly heart to earn respect. I want her to be kind to people. I DO NOT want my daughter to be a mean girl. I always want her to be able to talk to me about anything and everything without feeling judged or scared. I want to be her mother, not her best friend, but for her to know I will always listen, always try to help, and always love her. I want her to want to spend time with me. I want her to see that respecting and loving her dad is so very important to me. I want her to know that her dad and I love each other, put each other first, and show affection in front of her so she knows what true love is. I want her to love her dad. I want her to put him on a pedistool so no other guy in her life will be good enough. I want her to love God and appreciate all the blessings in our lives. I want her to know Jesus and the love he has for her......that he died on the cross for her and the sins of the world. I want her to know that she is one of a kind, that God made her just the way she is. Special. Unique. And irreplaceable.
I don't know why I thought having a boy would be any easier. I know it's not.........I was really excited about the thought of having a boy to bring into the family. But.........the longer I have been pregnant......the more and more thankful and excited I am about having a daughter. And, buying girl stuff is just too. much. fun.
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Last but not least, we are having a field day with C'Mere.
We have put up an electric fence, replaced so many fence panels he has chewed, cemented under the gates, you name it, we've done it! And, he just keeps escaping and ruining our backyard! We have literally gotten to the point we are thinking about giving him away. I just can't deal with it anymore. He got out three times on Friday and lucky for us, we have nice neighbors who keep bringing him back. If ANYONE has ANY ideas that may help, we are taking all suggestions!
Or, if anyone wants a yellow lab, let me know. Just kidding. That is a last resort.......that we may be getting more and more close to if we don't figure something out. He is going to become a permanent outside dog once the baby comes, so we need to find something that will work.